restless....tireness...... slpiness.....all the "ness"....

ahsun: =) ya....all the "ness" are coming....not goodness....but negative-ness feelings coming over me....suddenly feel so tired....is it the work??? or am i too lazy during the holidays le.....short holidays i shouldn't feel this way....else when school starts i will take some time to get back to school momentum again....

Past few days were just normal routine days....go to work...eat...off work go back home....nothing special....suddenly realised i actually have alot of time....yet dunno how to make use of it...or rather i should grab the opportunity to to expand my social circle and also learn more things ba.....so i have started booking my driving practicals....it's now time i think to learn guitar lessons le....haven't decide which day to learn from....but i know evening are the best time for me to go for extra lessons ba.....that's when i usually will be free (no dates, no very good frenz.... no club....nothing at all..)....tat explains why....i wonder do everyone have this so-called best buddies or girlfriends....this particular "grp" which i used...might be the "gangs" of the past....which u associate to yr personal grp of frenz....very good frenz always out together have fun, eating....playing.....i seems to be the one left out of all activities....or maybe i'm not a people oriented person like wat others view me ..... maybe in the eyes of my frenz....i'm just a "weird laughter" and "only know how to smile" de hi-bye fren ba....i dunno....sometimes i do have this kind of thinking....can't help be think it's kinda true ba....hmmm.....
Bought 2 books from the book sale...one is on exam tips and study tips which sbk spotted....felt that it's quite useful and also alot of the flaws stated in the book applies to most of us....haha.....another book i bought is a book named as "flawless".... it's a book written by a psychiatrist in US and he labelled top 10 flaws of his patients he attended over the years....i find psychology to be a interest and mysterious subject for me to explore personally as i love to study and learn more about human psychology....not those psycho type but really understand actions of people, frenz, strangers, family members, workmates, superiors and other people......den someone said a impt phrase : "YOU SHOULD GO AND LEARN PSYCHOLOGY" ..... ya....exactly....so why am i doing in the IT industry....i seriously dunno....wrong path taken??? maybe....just maybe.....or can i link IT and human psychology together??? sounds like something new....i will have a go at this... need to read on more for now.... :)

爱情不管两个人有多远，真心相爱的人终究会遇见。。。