Week 3 into Study....

ahsun: I can say....i love some modules while others are aliens to me....like operating system....that lecturer dunno in his own world or what....kept toking and asking questions only he himself will answer and *raises up his own hands....really werido man....anyway....there are also modules like using NetBeans to create those 3-tier program and got client and server....hopefully i can create personalize o le sending systems...so that when i send file no need use msn....i heard 100MB can send ard 5mins....cool....haha....need to get more pointers and codes from my frenz....
Things are ok....but need to do more readings and revision....so far...assignments are flooding in....week in week out there's things to do...readings...assignment and library are my best frenz now....not forgetting MacDonald and Burger King....they are always there when i need them to find a place to study...i find that studying with frenz can be good and bad....good in the sense....when u go toilet...or need clarification....things will be easier....and also....u cna tend to relax at times when u studied too long....prolonged studies will not do any good to the eyes....so i target around 50mins break 5 mins....think it's quite a good habit....also sometimes with frenz attention span will tend to be not that focused...but if u're studying alone....firstly u have to guard yr own stuffs....secondly...time seems to pass v slowly...and also...quite lonely somemore....haha...so i still prefer to study with frenz ba....*i'm not anti-social one*
But i dun have any frenz who like to study will ask me out de lei....well....maybe i portrait that kind of image like...."ok...dun come jio me out...i like to study alone..." sorry....I'M NOT ok....i love to study in groups....even though it might be different topics...and modules...it beats studying alone seriously...haiz....with my wednesday almost....gone....i think...i have to learn how to love the school's central library more....camp there more....most likely....alone ba...
Why is University life so lonely and boring?? Am i supposed to initiate to join CCAs , events and activities to get myself involved....seeing some of my frenz are TOO INVOLVED in their activities....i really must salute them...time management is perfect and motivation plus discipline is there....i dun think i can...maybe in the past....but now...i'm just a lazy bum....maybe i need something to knock some sense into me....*at least i realised it...i'm not hopeless right...
Well...maybe that's a life of a NUS SOC student ba....but i would like a change of life....maybe enrich myself a little bit....for example....social work..like joining the youth expedition programme....organised by singapore social community to help those unfortunate in singapore and overseas....i saw one of my fren friendster profile and found out he went vietnam to build library for the sch....sounds fun....and good way to train my management/communication skills....i would raise up both hands to get an opportunity to go over and help them....(*those who know me knows that i'm a super HELPFUL guy ok....)
Maybe's that's life....when u're down...people will be there to help u and when otherwise...u will need to stretch your helping hand to keep them from the cold....shine sunlight on them....that's the way the world should be...i help u....u help me back....haha....


爱情不管两个人有多远，真心相爱的人终究会遇见。。。