Holidays~~~~

Wow....It's holiday already....time really flies....one semester is over....still got 6 more!!! argh.........haha... but i know i will go thru it......i must go thru it and will work hard thru the times in university....well...i can say it has been a tough sem at nus as firstly.....two yrs of slacking time.....and totally new study environment.....new people....new way of learning and teaching.....well....i can only say all these are excuses la....it's all up to the guy up there---- yr brain to adapt to the changes around us....like someone has said....we all have the same neurology...haha....

Well....holiday = part time job time....haha....if not the holiday will be such a waste of itme....unless u tell me that u sutdy everyday at home den it's a different story....currently trying to finish some project and also pick up new programming languages for my future use.....php,java,ajax....to name a few....but i know these needs time to achieve....hope i will be more enthusiatic to learn as a book i read last night says that:

"The main difference of a warrior and a normal person is that the warrior treats everything as a challenge whereas the normal person leaves the outcome to fate.....becoming a toy of the hands of FATE..."

I think i need more motivational books and passion to fight my way out....feel that currently i'm back to the own ways....feeling lost and no sense of direction.....i need to strengthen my mind and be determined to do it....things i have laid out....i must do it!!!

Therefore....i hope my next post...i will be able to say that i have done all the stuff i promise myself...and learnt all the new stuff.....by then...i will treat myself to something good....as a reward....heehee.....xmas is coming soon....hohoho~~~

Such extreme weather changes these few days....well...have been feeling so heavy with running nose and flu.....cant stand it.....den stupid eye got this small shadow like thing.....kaoz....dunno what is it...hope it can just go away by itself....dun wanna waste money on seeing doc for this kinda stuff.....wish all my frenz a happy holiday ahead and also MErry Xmas!!! HOHOHOHO