some flash backs....

ahsun: =) U know....when people tends to get older....they will dig up old stuffs to read again....and really gets amused by it....i was bored...so i digged out the old friendster testimonials to read....haha....all talking about me scoring As and Distinctions de....also common ones are cheerful....always v happy....even got one mentioned i loves to eat mentos??? do i??? aha....wat people see u is different from how u see yrself....how u portray yr image to others is wat others will write in yr friendster testimonials....haha....damn funny and....touched i would say....but those comments....fun....weird....special....touching....warmth....true....and also unforgettable....hahaha.....someone even mention i'm near perfect...haha....crap la....i just think that i can re-live those days again....i believe....if i strived harder in my work....i can get those high flying results back again....but i seems to lost the technique...the mindset....that habit to do so le....it's like....another part of me....tat academic de ahsun/boonsun is gone le....i need to find him....or rather....train myself to become like tat.....study is easy to him, always got time to study and play and balances everything well and nice de BOONSUN....i think i shouldn't miss him....i need to work harder to make another breakthrough....another higher and better de ahsun....need to layout rules and regulations to follow....to succeed discipline is the most impt de ba....and persistence...can someone just give me a slap so that i can realised i'm super lagging behind my studies and everything le...

GOTTA GET THINGS GOING NOW!!!!

爱情不管两个人有多远，真心相爱的人终究会遇见。。。

Shayne Ward : You Are Not Alone~

ahsun: =)

You're Not Alone:

She's getting out of bed

At half past ten

She starts to comb her hair

Just an ordinary day
She looks at her reflection

Off the wall

Why do I care at all

Just an ordinary day

An ordinary day

That's hurting you

Don't hide out inside yourself

If you only let the sunshine on you

I promise you

You're not alone

When the lights go out at night

When you're feeling lost inside

You're not alone, You're not alone

When your world is falling down

I will be the one around

You're not alone, You're not alone

She's waiting for the bus it's 12.59

She's sitting on her own

Just an ordinary day

She's looking at the people Passing her by

It could be you and I

They would never dream

Of slowing down

To see if she's alright

Don't hide out inside yourself

If you only let the sunshine on you

I promise you

You're not alone

When the lights go out at night

When you're feeling lost inside

You're not aloneYou're not alone

When your world is falling down

I will be the one around

You're not alone

I'm hurting, She's hurting,

I'm hurting, she's hurting

I'm so alone

When the lights go out at night

When you're feeling lost inside

You're not alone

I will be the one around

Nice songs by Shayne Ward....love this song....other songs like "Breatheless" & "Something worth living for" are songs that i cant do without everyday....haha....

爱情不管两个人有多远，真心相爱的人终究会遇见。。。

Week 12 le....

ahsun: =) wow....two more weeks to examinations le....well still got tonnes of revision to do...especially for Operating System module....argh.....1 more final presentation and 1 final paper to submit by next week.....target to finish it by this week.....hope to settle ppt first....final paper settle by monday....i can do it de....haha....
Finally i gt my levi's jeans le....hahaha....so happy....gt tis jean ard $139....which i used a jean to discount it for $50....hahaha......finally....1 more down in the wishlist....hope to buy a shimano geared bicycle next month.....need to hurry up my bear on the $1 le....
Last night, on sunday was doing revision @ blk 772 i think....saw this sad event of a guy and 3 womans....i guess the 3 womans...one is a mother while 2 are sisters....den i guess the guy is one of the sister's bf or husband....then there's this abuse and shouting as the guy e-brake at the car park which drew my attention....i was like...ok....the girls i think are not local....most probably m'sia...den the guy i think is like....providing lodging n food for them....ok....doesn't treat the ladies like human....this kinda guys should get punished lor....too bad....i realised.....even if the police approached the girls for interrogation....they will most probably say that the guy did nothing....so as to live in singapore....i mean....do human have to treat their own kinds....fellow humans so badly??? shouting @ them....getting pissed off......displaying acts of losing control of their own emotions.....
I really think that if a preson can't control their emotion....they're the real loser.....the real winner will control their emotions and releasing it at the right time right place....not like....if u're angry....u have to show it....through acts of anger....tat's rude and no-manners....i really think....if u can control yr emotions....u can control the people around u.....it's that powerful ya......

爱情不管两个人有多远，真心相爱的人终究会遇见。。。

My unique character

ahsun: =) I find that recently...i realised one different i had from others around me....and it took two person just to remind me that...i'm somehow unique in one way or another....
The first person was one of my project team mate...just as we're rehearsing for the project presentation....a phrase capture my attention...."ahsun always got that dazzling smile that makes people feel so happy around him".....i realised that....my smile really makes people happy??? i found out smile is contagious.... just like yawning.....when someone around u yawns....u will think of yawning as well...it's a kind of "copy cat" mindset as u see people doing it.... your mind will generate the image of that action and soon u'll find yrself doing that as well....i realised same goes for smiles....
The second person is during work today....one of the regular customer came to the counter to enquire some stuffs and clarify some terms and conditions...as usual i like to serve them with enthusiam and also with the intent of helping them to solve their problems asap....i guess that's my personal principal ba....to help while i can....because you will never knows when u might need others for help.... i always believe humans between humans have a link so strong that....doing a small thing...like smiling...can make such a big difference in the long run....the customer even said: "hey edward...your smile always makes us feel so happy....keep smiling ok...."...i was like....hmmm...i think i never really thought of anything....just performing my tasks.... a small act on my side can have such a deep impression in their mind....feel quite happy to have fulfil my tasks as a customer service exec....service industry indeed is something worth to explore and refine methods to improve the work process....
Today....i was overcame by envy....and also jealousy.....dunno when.....envy seems to be harmless and so similar to jealousy.....which proves to be so evil....and hard to swallow....i dunno how did such a feeling come over me..... knowing such a simple thing can actually brings so much of jealousy over me....i guess my EQ wasn't that great either...maybe....i still have a long way to go on manaing my own emotions....and place my focus on the right track ba....some people says blogs are not supposed to write down their emotions...but i don't give a damn lor....write wat u feel...or else why do u need a blog to vent our frustration....to update on our lifes....what can a blog be without emotions and real feelings flowing within it right??? Time to calm down and think....think.....think......i think i really need to organise myself....haiz....felt so weak today.....
Hopefully tmr can get levi jeans....got promo to exchange any jeans for $50 discount on levi jeans....

爱情不管两个人有多远，真心相爱的人终究会遇见。。。